Today I went to put on a pair of jeans but they don’t fit me anymore. I am slowly getting fatter and it sucks :( I also am starting work this upcoming Saturday and I have to wear black dress pants and a white button up shirt. I went and got pants today but the shirts didn’t look good on me. I guess I felt too fat in them. It sucked. I felt extremely big today. I really want to work harder at losing weight. My legs, thighs, butt, stomach, & love handles need tones badly. I mean I know I’m not “fat,” but I hate how I look and I want to feel good about myself. I WILL have the body I want. I am tired of always saying I will lose weight & then I do good for about 3 weeks then I cave back in. NO, I hate how I always do that. I really want this for myself. & I know I can do it :)

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All I want is to be skinny.